Alice in the Wonderland

2012-01-08T01:33:00.000+08:00

世界上最遙遠的距離

不是愛不是恨

而是熟悉的人

漸漸地變得陌生。

2011-11-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

我找到你所说的

有你一半好的男人了。

请放心

我很好

你呢？

2011-10-02T03:31:00.003+08:00

有一阵子我和某个人走很近
近的
真的...喜欢上了。
那些暧昧又亲切的言语
是让我又爱又恨

我选择了隐瞒
逃避，掩饰。

这很荒谬。

现在的日子，其实很单调
其实很想念有他陪伴的日子。

学业和工作
只有让我自己保持忙碌才不会胡思乱想

我要很累，我要变强，我要进步，我要突破自己
我会做到的。

2011-09-18T20:22:00.002+08:00

最近这一切像是场噩梦，迷失了自我

我是那么地脆弱和不定，不如你所预期般的坚强和果断

让你失望了是我的过错，是我隐藏自己的柔弱

我不认同爱只是有接受和拒绝

在之间还有痛苦，不能接受和不能拒绝的

埋在我心里的就是一份不被祝福的痛苦

我不能违背也不能坦白，我需要摆脱。

我所选择的既然是个错误，但这一切何尝不是一种领悟，告诉我要把自己看清楚

不知道要往哪去的人会掉入无底的陷阱。

2011-09-17T20:49:00.001+08:00

早知道你只是飛鳥
擁抱後手中只剩下羽毛
當初你又何必浪費
那麼多咖啡和玫瑰來打擾

我想要安靜的思考
天平上讓愛恨不再動搖
一想你就平衡不了
我關燈還是關不掉這風暴

心一跳愛就開始煎熬
每一分每一秒
火在燒燒成灰有多好
叫思念不要吵
我相信我已經快要快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞再和好

得不到也不要乞討
怎麼做不需要別人轉告
在陷得太深的海底
我也只剩下我自己能依靠

我相信我已經快要是真的我快要
快要可以微笑
去面對下一個擁抱

2011-09-17T03:52:00.000+08:00

一旦你停止欲求某个东西，你就会得到它。我觉得这真是绝对不变的真理。

2011-08-17T23:53:00.001+08:00

我想你了，可是我不能对你说，就像开满梨花的树上，永远不可能结出苹果。

我想你了，可是我不能对你说，就像高挂天边的彩虹，永远无人能够触摸。

我想你了，可是我不能对你说，就像火车的轨道，永远不会有轮船驶过。

我想你了

可我，真的不能对你说。

2011-08-15T01:06:00.000+08:00

Some body told me to replace my heart with a new one
I wonder can I replace mine
in place of yours?

2011-08-14T23:36:00.009+08:00

我从来没有觉得像现在这么的难过
逼着你说出口我好难过
看到你挣扎我好难过看见你流泪我好难过

你不爱我了。
就这样。
当你离开我的视线时
我接受了，接受了这赤裸裸事实。

请记得我。
记住我今晚说的话。

曾经有个很傻的女生

没什么不好
就是你不爱

不是你没福气，不是没人爱你
是你，亲手放开她的。

2011-08-06T01:28:00.002+08:00

看不出，说不出，喊不出，
笑也笑不出，哭了哭不出，
心头地那根刺就这样折磨着我
就痛。

很痛很痛

你懂
这一种痛么 ...... ？

2011-08-05T19:07:00.000+08:00

好想知道你过好不好
有没有好好吃饭，好好睡觉，好好照顾自己
担心你迟到，担心你生病，担心你累坏身体
怕你跟家人不合，怕你伤心，怕你被骂

你说你要我爱你照顾你呵护着你
所以我从没停止关心你。

我知道
我知道这样在爱里面算笨。
很笨......

2011-07-31T20:05:00.000+08:00

不知道怎么了
这几天心情很郁闷

还是把心思放多点在课业上更好吧 :)

2011-07-27T19:41:00.001+08:00

Too often when it's comes to relationship problem
I don't know how to handle it
Why I'm so silly?

是因为女人總是太容易一往情深吗？
總是為情所困
終於越陷越深
無法自拔。

C'est la vie.

2011-07-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

无意中发现你恋爱了
我说不出祝福的话。
我是自私的。
就...请你好好的爱她。

如果说眼是一種愛的表達，淚是一种愛的解脫.
是不是留了淚，就解脱了？

2011-07-20T01:15:00.011+08:00

最近我好喜欢看照片

一张一张的照片
记录着人们地千姿百态

给着不同的感受

有太多美好的时刻

往往会随着岁月随着岁月的流逝而被淡忘

照相
为的是不让生命留下片刻的遗憾。

我不想遗忘和你们在一起的任何一刻。

To be continue ♥

2011-07-19T17:49:00.000+08:00

我们都有点怪，生活也有点怪。
当发现某人的怪与我们的兼容，于是联合成共同的怪，
并称之为爱。

我说
爱从来就没有适不适合，只有珍惜或不珍惜。
要嘛就爱一辈子，要嘛就彻底离开。
爱从来就不是两个人的事。

2011-07-18T23:05:00.004+08:00

35th Bon Odori 2011

After making many noise around sifu for many daysss...sss...ss...s...

He finally agree go to Bon Odori with me! wee weet ! So so so so soooooooooooooooooooooooooo Happy !

I really really had a lot's fun this year!

Thank you Xing xing !

还是你最疼我了！XD

II OMOIDE O ARIGATO

Helping Shannon on her cute yukata !

& She attracted lots of photographer came over O.O

Me & Cindy

Smileee*

My group mate Mia also here !

& Suddenly, somebody shouted my name loudly! is my high school friend ! :D

but I'm sure there must be more people, maybe not in this picture

Hm...

Sifu spot this crazy guy out

Oh well...anyway, thanks to him to pull me out to dance

Else I think I'm wll just sit at there perhaps...

Haha !

I'm there I'm there !

Really, I'm actually there !

Dancing xD

LOOK TO THE LEFT ! OMG

She is so pretty :3

awww...

I hope I was that pretty too

but unfortunately...small eyes do look nice too, right? :x

(^___^)

xoxo

2011-07-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

一个人，是因为你对他好，所以觉得你好
一个人，是因为懂得你的好，所以想要对你好。

2011-07-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

Hmmm okok I know I did said to update my blog but then...oh well
I've totally forget about it, sorrwieeeeeee
Anyway anyway, back to the trip, I can only say ''Cameron Highland is so so so awesome !''
I just love there

The weather is just nice, & having tea at a super duper beautiful tea plantation is totally something
and STRAWBERRIES ! I can pluck them myself ! Woohoooo !

Um um~ tempting isn't !
Ahhh I wish to have some right now :3

I have finish one whole box of strawberries the next day haha ! so sweet ! till I couldn't stop eating it :P

You guys just rock, Love all of you !

Seriously, I feel so glad full to know all of them

Awesome people, totally.

Well, the last awesome thing I going to said in this post will be........

FRENCH CLASS IS SO AWESOME ! It's fun, although is going to be more & more difficult
But still, I enjoy it :)

Economic class is totally a disaster ! I have no idea what is the lecture talking about
Oh my Gosh, some body please save me from this mess ! T^T
& Marketing class also new to me
No clue about it too, let's see how it's flow in future......All the best for myself & I
xoxo

2011-07-06T02:32:00.000+08:00

不是要找更好的，是要个懂得珍惜我的人。

2011-07-02T00:15:00.004+08:00

when there's a will there's a way

不经不觉半年就过去了

今年有过段很短的日子我觉得最幸福的事，是认识了学长

这短暂的幸福就像是从别人身上借来的。

当借来的幸福到期了，我却放不下，我是那么的狼狈，那么的懦弱。

后来发现原来都只是我一人在愚爱。
可觉悟从来都不是我的长项，但我真的很努力很努力的学着。
我想，暂时就这样一个人的过，我不想拿自己的幸福来开玩笑。
我相信缘份的安排，我还相信着。

半年就这样去了。

现在的我，觉得最幸福的事，是有值得交心的朋友在身边。

我今天过得很快乐，很充实。

*今天终于去了金马伦哦！明天再更新 ^_______^ 谢谢师傅,cy & ww！
一路上辛苦你们了！
天啊，腰突然好痛 >______<

2011-07-01T02:38:00.001+08:00

以前喝醉了总会打电话给你
跟你哭，跟你闹
可是今天我只想自己一个人静一静。

2011-06-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

Finally the industry training thing is over
I've make new friend, meet new people, see things that I never seen nor think before.
I'll become better and better, just watch me :)

I don't miss you that much now
I guess is a good turning point ! at least I've improvement :)

2011-06-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

What's the point of holding on when you doesn't love me anymore.
What can I do, when you keep coming in my dream.
Why should I care, when you love me no more.

How can I forget you, my dear...

2011-06-22T01:16:00.001+08:00

今天傍晚过得很不错哦
发现原来啊，每个人都在坚强的活着。

2011-06-21T00:54:00.002+08:00

最近常梦到一个声音徘徊在我脑海里。

‘你有爱过我吗？’
‘有。’
‘比以前的更爱？’
‘更爱。’

2011-06-20T01:00:00.006+08:00

风还是一样地吹。花还是一样地开。太阳还是一样地升起。

可是有些事情已经变得不一样了。

2011-06-04T05:06:00.000+08:00

The day finally came

I feel so sad, seriously sad

I never think about this

Never thought that anyone of them will leave

and I never thought of this, someday, I will leave them too

I feel so happy working with all the people at Sage

I'm so selfish, I can leave them but I cant afford anyone of them leave me

Alice Tay is a bad girl, isn't she?

I've tons of little things keep inside my heart

But I have no one to share with.

No one.

2011-06-03T06:30:00.003+08:00

I used to believe that forever exist between four of us
Friendship forever.

And end up, forever doesn't exist.
I leave them, because they don't not trust me after all these year that we spent together.
Four of us had promise to be each other's bridesmaid
We've talk about our dreams, our own shop own cafe own house

I used to treat one of them as the most precious person in my life

I want her to be happy, stay like how she suppose to be, pure and kind
Ever since I knew her
I'm using my own way to protect her in silent.
In a nutshell, I love her.
She is more than just a friend, sometime she just like my little sister, my family
But how pathetic
She never thought of why I don't apologize this time
and she never thought maybe she is wrong.

I miss her, people ask why I don't not contact her anymore
I don't know, maybe because I think she live better without me :)

I used to believe that forever exist between me and him
Forever love.

And end up, forever love doesn't exist too.
My dear, things just couldn't back to December.
Couldn't.

2011-06-01T06:22:00.000+08:00

每個人的心裏都有一個深深惦記著的人，
將對方放在心裏，記住每個與對方相處的時光，
縱使最後彼此各走各的路，往後回想記憶依然清晰，
若哪日碰到他，只想問一句

''你過的怎麼樣''

2011-05-30T20:19:00.001+08:00

没有了我算什么
你还是活得好好地。

没有了你算什么
我也活得好好地。

只是偶尔喝醉掉些泪做些傻事
再说，我好想念你。

2011-05-29T01:27:00.001+08:00

缘分是本书，

翻的不经意会错过，

读的太认真会流泪。

2011-05-27T03:24:00.002+08:00

我可以在，很痛的时候说没关系。
我可以在，难过的时候说无所谓。
我可以在，寂寞的时候哈哈大笑。
我可以在，绝望的时候说世界依然美好。
我只是希望在，我开始抱怨上天的吝啬时。

有个人可以对我说，我心疼你。

2011-05-24T02:15:00.001+08:00

好想和个不顾一切的人轰轰烈烈地谈场恋爱
没有分离，没有悲伤，没有眼泪和失望。

2011-05-21T03:28:00.000+08:00

Sweet, Johnson brought me out to KLCC watch movie

A movie that only 3 people watching at 12a.m.

Me, him & a stranger haha

Oh well...to sum up

I had a nice day with him :)

Time for bed ! :D

2011-05-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

舍得舍得，有舍才有得

再怎么不舍，也该学会放开。

只要是对的事，我都会在背后支持你。

2011-05-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

如果开始下一段感情我不会再问喜欢我什么也不会问是认真对待吗？
我会问三个月后还会争分夺秒的关心吗
半年后一句不开心仍旧会陪伴左右吗
一年后睡不着是还会百度故事在耳边轻喏吗
两年后看见落泪还像第一次那般束手无策吗
三年四年或者更久敢不敢一如既往没有理由的对我疼爱，

如果遇到了你，如果你做到了，
我一定会对你说
你若不离，我定生死相依。

陶晶瑩 - 女人心事

2011-05-16T03:16:00.003+08:00

2011-05-15T03:42:00.001+08:00

别再关心我
我很傻，会把你的话当真，一直等下去。

2011-05-14T04:12:00.000+08:00

如果我离去，永远地永远地，消失在你的世界里
你会不会在某个清醒的午后想我想到心痛？

如果有一天，在街上看到我的手被别人紧紧地握着，
你会不会冲动地告诉我你依然爱我？

如果有一天我要死掉，临死前就是想看你一眼
你会不会不顾一切地回到我身边？

2011-05-07T02:20:00.001+08:00

爱一个女孩子，与其为了她的幸福而放弃她，不如留住她，为她的幸福而努力。

2011-05-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

Ok here come my industry training post part 2 !
I work from 10am to 6pm everyday except Sunday
Off at weekend, nice? :)
Anyway, this doesn't bother me, because I will spent my off day rest at home
My leg hurts too much, till every off day when I woke up I can't feel my leg
Please don't think that I'm weak, I never experience standing for this long
I have stand more than 8 hour per day, working from behind to bar to front house and from front house to bar and back to behind
They never told me what is my job tasks
What should I do and what I shouldn't do, but expect me,every one here seems to know what they suppose to do, so I'm trying so hard to get what they are doing, trying so hard to catch up them, I'm doing my best ! to do everything assign to me.
They just ask me to do this, do that after this then do that, after here go bar, after bar go behind, from behind to bar, from bar to behind, what am I doing? yes, cleaning, clearing and mise en place
The first week is really blur, a hell week for me, until one day
I feel so sick and lost my passion to work
I don't why I have to do all these job and they can rest can break can even have tea time, but why I couldn't even go for a break?
I don't know what am I suppose to do, I facing the wall behind kitchen and cried.
People can hurt me easily just by they word, my heart is so fragile and this is no good.

My manager Mr Effandie, is a nice guy, I can feel his passion to F&B,
love what you do and do what you love, that's life about.

Beside that, here have a assistant manager too, Mr. Fadzli, oh well

this guy really hard to catch what he want, somehow, I like Mr. Effandie more

I feel more comfortable to communicate with him :)

This place is fine, but I think I do not fit it this place so well
If I work at here for long term, perhaps I will death of hungry or tired or anything haha
After 2 week finally I know I actually do have a break time! which is 11am to 11.45am, but I just take this time do slack at here
Anything that I can do, I will do, else I will spend my time standing beside kitchen and see what they are doing, that's the best time I have it here :D
That's the only moment that I really feel it's enjoyable and relax.
But that's mean every day I only have quick breakfast at home and dinner, totally skipped lunch.
Anyway, I never take all these as bully or anything, is just because I doing not well enough
I did lots of mistake and they do correct me
Although during the peak hour they word might be a little harsh but reasonable.
If I put myself into they shoe, I will do the same thing as well.
I think this is enough for today, I'm going to watch my cartoon and rest.
Is your turn to tell me about your day :D

2011-05-05T01:19:00.003+08:00

I start my first industry training with F&B first in one of the fine dining restaurant in The Garden Hotel and Residences, Sage Restaurant & Wine Bar.

I wanted to start F&B first, because I think is important to know or have a basic understanding about restaurant operating, many senior have told me that don't need to be so hardworking for F&B because is useless.
I listen :)
But I don't not agree with this statement, in my opinion, Restaurant and Kitchen are all related, when we have good food together with good service only can build up strong popularity and great impression among people coming in for dining.
When people ask me how is it?working in F&B good or bad?
I said, is actually depending on how you see things
Everything have pros and cons, but if we take a look of both side and is our choices to look at which side
I take everything as a lesson and learnt. Everything that we do here have a reason, is to make our life easier and convenient.
I don't understand why people like to ask this question, so what if I say good? what if I say is totally bad, terrible and horrible? you gonna listen to what I said and follow? People please wake up, is all depend on your judgement. :)

Good night with Hugs
Cheers :D

A-Lin - 分手需要練習的MV(MTV台首播完整版)

2011-05-02T03:26:00.003+08:00

原來分手是需要練習的

時間久了會變勇敢的

你慢慢出走我漸漸放手

這不就是我們要的自由

但傷口好了會變輕松的

海闊天空不殘留一點痛

回頭看怕懦弱住前走怕墜落

但我一定能學會

在想你的時候不難過...

现在是凌晨三点钟
在回忆着
想着想着，想到哭了
哭着哭着，哭到累了惫了
睡了。

你还会不会觉得心疼？

2011-05-01T01:59:00.000+08:00

什么都没有了
别连我谨存的自尊也摧毁掉...

2011-04-30T00:55:00.000+08:00

谁懂我多么不舍得 
太爱了

所以我 没有哭 没有说

2011-04-29T01:14:00.002+08:00

我並不奢求在你那裏找到幸福

也不敢想你會有什麽付出

只是想，既然做了決定我就義無反顧

可笑的是，你卻連一個讓我義無反顧的機會都不肯給我。

弦子-你是你的MV

2011-04-26T21:46:00.001+08:00

愛你愛的多苦澀卻沒想過到底值不值得
當你就這樣說不要了
我突然明白了游戲里的角色
你要你的快樂
你選擇你的選擇
我只是個陪你瘋了一場短暫狂歡的過客
你要你的快樂
你是絕對自由的
我只能在你離開後發現

你從來不是我的......

2011-04-26T01:51:00.004+08:00

有很多事情真的轮不到我们来想
由爱故生忧，由爱故生怖

就让一切顺其自然吧。

我觉得，命运是掌握在我们的手里
只要我要，一定做的到。
但你却让我向命运低头
我不会再闹了，
没有山盟海誓，也没有海沽石烂死至不渝的承诺，
我只会等你，直到哪天你说，你不爱我了。
不要虚情假意的说怕拖累我
你是爱我的，除非我错了。

我说我等你这远比我爱你来得更需要勇气和毅力。
这段感情来得不容易，不要轻易放开好不好？

郭美美(Jocie Guo)_二人同行

2011-04-21T00:03:00.001+08:00

用期待加上寬容

再加無止境樂觀的等候

以為這些付出等於美好結果

你卻說憑什麼

我相信你愛護我

只是愛沒有想像中的多

對天空的遼闊來說雲算什麼

你不會懂我渺小得多寬容

愛你不重我要自己不要放開手

不痛不痛心卻獨自跳的好寂寞

幸福那一個美夢是二人同行才有

你漸漸缺席讓我被擋在未來的入口

愛你不重儘管我無力再向前走

不痛不痛就算辛苦得震耳欲聾

愛你我愛到最後剩回憶這個朋友

愛情從二人同行變成我一個默默承受

2011-04-20T02:21:00.001+08:00

很多人以为我是个幸福的家伙
独生女，要风得风，要雨得雨？
其实，我不是。
只能说家家都有本难念的经。
我并不富有，但我总选择好的给自己。
吃的平淡，穿着朴素
最重要是健康就好。
许多事不用解释，对的起自己就好。
我对男伴的要求也不高，我爱就好。
朋友不用多，有个知心就好。
但现实是，没多少人放心与我
是我看起来不值得信任？还是我说的太天真？
总是爱别人多过自己，伤得遍体鳞伤却天真地等待着。
朋友不多，连个知心的也没有。
人善却又被人欺，这世界是怎么了？

现在的我有点累了，但路还很长，在前面等着呢。
能不能，有个人陪陪我？

梦一场[KTV]

2011-04-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

2011-04-11T03:12:00.006+08:00

The last time I fell in love
I asked a question
''Can I, give my heart to you.''
but at the end, it come back to me in broken pieces again
How I wish love is like death. It only comes once in a life time and goes on peacefully without pain.

However, I'm not afraid or what ever

I'm just tired, sorry.

My recovery is slow, but on the going
All i need was time
Time to stop thinking, stop missing, stop loving him.
I need you to know to understand
I still holding that relationship
Wait, if you love me deep enough.
Give up if you just playing around.

2011-04-10T12:37:00.006+08:00

如果有一天我们在路上重逢，我告诉你：“我现在很快乐。”

我一定是伪装的。
如果只能够跟你重逢，而不能够在一起，那怎么会快乐呢？

告诉你我很快乐，只是不想让你知道我其实很伤心。

2011-04-09T22:39:00.006+08:00

曾经我们都以为自己可以为爱情而死，

其实爱情死不了人，

它只会在最疼的地方狠狠地扎上一针，

然后让我们欲哭无泪，

辗转反侧，

久病成医，

百炼成钢。

你不是风儿，

我也不是沙，

再缠绵也到不了天涯。

——《致我们终将逝去的青春》

2011-04-03T04:48:00.001+08:00

如果有来生，要做一棵树，站成永恒，没有悲伤的姿势
一半在尘土里安详，一半在空中飞扬，一半散落阴凉，一半沐浴阳光
非常沉默非常骄傲，从不依靠从不寻找。

2011-04-02T21:36:00.001+08:00

由爱故生忧，由爱故生怖，若离于爱者，无忧亦无怖。

2011-03-31T21:13:00.004+08:00

All i want is someone who will stay, no matter how hard it is to be with me.

2011-03-30T22:56:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, Sunny day, and Alice is staying at home rotting

I having a serious headache, again

Thanks to the damn period

and...it come late again

I have no idea what's wrong with my body

My skin condition is super... ultra bad

My dear Mr & Ms.Pimple,

Every month I told you guys not to come find me

But you guys still come

WHY?

Omfg. You're not welcome!

Hais, get rid of this pimples topic
I had a photo shoot with Miss turpig aka LeeTeng with all hers lovely cloths

All these cloths are available to order online @http://www.beyond-retro.net or walk in to have a look :D

and here is the pictures of batch 7

To order kindly fill in the order form below and send it to beyondretro7@gmail.com

Name :
Contact number :
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I gain weight, I gain weight!

Some of the dresses I feel a little bit tight :x

Oh Gosh, I see miko work so hard and go to gym everyday

Oh no oh no, I have to do something too!

else I will end up become a Huge lady :x

Start from today, I promise myself must at least ride bicycle for 30 minutes and above

and one little information...after 30 minutes of exercise, our body can actually burns a higher percentage of fats :D

一个女人如果连自己的体重都控制不了，何以掌控自己的人生！

2011-03-29T02:01:00.007+08:00

Yesterday Jason Deong bring me to Pavilion gai gai watch movie and makan xD
I'm so excited ! haha
Sei ye, don't want tell me where are we going at the beginning

Makan sushi~

Then we go to watch movie '' Man Suddenly in Love ''
xiao si wo le, very funny xD

and he really brought roses for me, ting hua de nan ren :P

And also candy ! inside have '' I LOVE YOU ''
How sweet~

Hehe...I like it so much
Thank you...♥
Appreciate for everything that you've done :)

I'm sorry that I cried out at the end
It just came out eventually
I didn't mean to make you angry :(
I've tried so hard to understand what are you going through
And, I really tried to put myself in your shoes, but
In a nutshell, if I were you, I'll fight back because it worth everything to fight for the one I love.
You worth everything to me.
We are so different right?

I love my family too
It's just, I think it differently
If I'm a parent, one day, my children've found their love one
So, how? Stop them from falling in love? or separate them? forbidden them to have boyfriend girl friend?
If I do so, I'm hurting my children !

I used to feel so hurt when I found out my mom re-marry without notify me.
Me, I'm her only daughter, is the last person who found out that I've a step father.
But I've forgive her
Because I know, that Man, is going to accompany her for the rest of the life.
Not me.
I will leave her, someday
And build a new family with my partner.
I'm just being realistic here.
Do I love them? Yes, I love both of them so much

百善孝为先

I understand it, clearly
We just have to balance our love for them and partner, that's it.
else, I'll see you in temple ._.

My heart told me to wait for you
and you told me not to wait

I choose to listen to my heart.

I'm a girl like this, stubborn.
It's all because I know that I love you.

2011-03-27T13:27:00.009+08:00

Jason Deong come to my house yesterday
Very surprise, but I'm so happy to see him again !
We went to Sunway for dinner and watch movie
Sushi zanmai hao hao chi~ lot's of people queuing, pity tu pig, because he very hungry
zou semo lai nor?
and, Beastly super awesome, hou romantic~ Kyle is so handsome xD
The blind guy is so cute and Vanessa also very pretty!
I've a great great great night ^.^
A great night to remember :)

Xiao hai zhi face*

Below're my stubborn post.
Don't read if you don't like the Emo Alice :)

This night, It's feel like everything goes back to the beginning,
The first time he asked me out
Back to those day has his accompany, has his msg has his hug has his love. and feels his lips touching mine again.
Is short, that's why it's precious, to me.
The happiness, can you imagine?
Can you?

I know, I know I shouldn't fall any deeper, but I just couldn't help.
I'll let go, when it hurts till I couldn't take it anymore. Someday, I'll let go.

Can you imagine this love?

S.H.E - 愛就對了 MV

2011-03-25T08:05:00.001+08:00

總是要流一些滾燙熱淚
才能換來對愛的體會
妳看　世界沒有毀滅　心也沒有碎
其他的就交給時間解決

妳當然可以重新再愛
受過傷的更懂怎樣愛與被愛
所以　別再沉溺有他的回憶
有空再回憶　離開妳的只有他但是愛還在

聽我說　愛是對的　錯的是我們
還沒學會愛　就急著愛人　而愛錯人
可是　愛就對了　遇到下一個
愛上就愛了　痛苦或快樂　都是獲得

2011-03-23T20:16:00.005+08:00

Headache now :(
Such a bad timing, I haven't do revision for accounting yet !

Went back to campus to do commis today
Omg, guess what? I'm Jess's commis ! so happy to see her !
Her plating is sooo nice, everything was fine...except the pastry :x
Which is...did by me
And I feel so bad T_______T
I've did choux pastry so many time before, and yet I still make mistake :(
Hais. Unforgettable. I'll remember what I've done wrong today.

My first mistake was wrong measure of flour...
I do did double check of the measure but...somehow it goes wrong :(
Chef told me the first time the flour I measure is too much
OMG? Gan cheong jor :S
and actually...for choux pastry need to use whole egg but Jess say only use egg yolk
I feel like the egg shouldn't be that less..but, I'm not sure, I don't remember... :(
So, we added around 6 egg yolk inside...and
Omg again, it doesn't come out right T-T
then...I ask Ling for help
And, I went to another pastry kitchen...and take an egg without permission :x ( sorry >.< )
We use the pastry kitchen's electric mixer to whisk again and add egg white inside
I hope... the person who giving mark NEVER saw me haha !
Is her final exam, I'm so scare that will made her fail or anything.. :(
If the senior was someone else that I don't know maybe I wont be that worry :S

Aw...today totally not my day :'(

2011-03-22T18:32:00.006+08:00

I'm late for English exam today..........................................
So I missed the listening part :(
Me, Deet, Bhu, Wawa and so on...
Lost our precious 15 mark ''Happily'' ._.
And ! I'm in a very very very bad mood, woke up at 3.30a.m only start doing revision for math
kinda last minutes work again...
Then for the following hour I seriously don't feel like talking with anyone except if you're here to ask me about math question
I actually learn more from teaching others people
I don't need that formula paper, I've knew what should I do in my heart
Lan lek* that exam very easy only..hehe
Hilarious, I used to be a...how to say, I don't want to say myself dumb but...alright, I'm very bad in math and accounting, anythings related to number is not my type of expertise, I'm more to drawing, dreaming..........
Well I guess, the lost of my one and only best friend is my primary motive of learning
I think of her today,
the way she taught me and her explanation
I remember the last time I've math with her, that's a question, 19/19=?
And my answer were brilliant, she almost faint when she heard my answer...0
then she turn to her mom and ask the same question, and...she got the same answer
Double strike*
Haha...there're plenty more story to tell but now is not the time...back to my topic..~
I start to realize, I couldn't depend on her to teach me and forget about everything right after the exam
She have her own things to do, and her math are much more difficult

There's a hard time...and I've over come
It's wasn't easy, and
No pain, No gain :)
I never realize I depend on her so much, neither academic or all those girls' problem blablabla
I couldn't find anyone to replace her, or should I say, maybe is my pride stop me from sharing my mind with others.
I couldn't tell how much I wish I could just call her up and chit-chat like how we used to be, but sometime, somethings, just could be the same like how it used to be.
Misunderstanding, Hurts and Lies and Tears.
There's a scar in my heart.
Still the same old theory, If is meant to be, will be.
If you've accidentally came across this blog,
Tell her that I miss her.

There's no storm last forever, if we look further, behind the gloomy clouds, there's a better day to be.

( Woah, such a long post :x )

2011-03-21T22:09:00.004+08:00

别说了，再说我就要哭了，
所以，就这样算了。
有些事，有些人，只适合收在回忆里。
结束了也没必要追问你有没有爱过我。
结束了，多么刺耳的一句话。

我哭着找着，才发现原来我没有一个可以哭诉的朋友。

2011-03-21T19:17:00.002+08:00

I really hate people lie to me.
Why all this shit happen on me again and again
The reality keep reminding me I should never trust anyone else beside myself.
Even the one I love.
FML

Is over.

2011-03-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

Well...I spend my weekend at home, sleeping most of the time

Haha ! and it's raining for these two day

Damn...so comfortable

And da...the exam goes pretty well

Oenology was pretty easy, F&B not so good, as usually, Mr Danial's question always remain as a question

and last, Cuisine was fine~

So, 3 down and 4 more to go :)

Here, a picture of me and Chef Karam

with rabbit ear...cute isn't? haha !

Definitely cannot let him see this... xD

[官方HQ]A-Lin 給我一個理由忘記(MV完整版)

2011-03-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

雨都停了這片天灰什麼呢
我還記得你說我們要快樂
深夜裡的腳步聲總是刺耳
害怕寂寞就讓狂歡的城市陪我關燈
只是哪怕周圍再多人感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了心卻狠狠的哭著

給我一個理由忘記那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄當時做的決定
有些愛越想抽離卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離是你不在身邊卻在我的心裡

李玖哲~我會好好過 MV

2011-03-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

Hmm...alright, tomorrow have 3 final exam paper

And...I haven't start to do revision :x

well...I do did a little bit revison for spirit on Wednesday, but not complete yet

Was sleeping for the whole day

since there's no class today...and I just realize, I haven't do BM work book as well x.x

So...the time is rushing me now

But, I need to plan a timetable for myself first

else I will did nothing tonight except sleeping :x

so now...the time is 8 p.m.

First of all, BM first, till 9 p.m maybe...it's so boring*

Then 9 to 12 oenology, break at 11 p.m

12 to 3 Spirit break at 2 a.m

3 to 6 cuisine break at 4 a.m

6 Combine pastry recipe

7 breakfast and prepare to go campus

Cool? Sleepless night with green tea :)

Song of the Day

我会好好过等你再爱我

总有个角落 会让你想起我

Sun Yan Zi 孫燕姿-開始懂了

2011-03-16T20:02:00.002+08:00

I have so much to say, but I don't know which word could express it

isn't sad? when there is only one choice to make,

which is let go, silent, and move on

Haven't try to fight, already give up.

Mad sadness floating around the air

Exam is near...and I'm so worry :(

Too much of negative issue happened.

Distraction ! I need a holiday.a break

before I take off to a longer journey.

Oh well...

Some people may look happy everyday,

but you have no idea of what’s happening inside them

Don't try to understand, because you couldn't help

But don't take their pain as joke...hm...is not funny.

Song of the day

相信你只是怕伤害我

不是骗我

很爱过谁会舍得

把我的梦摇醒了

宣布幸福不会来了

用心酸微笑去原谅了

古巨基 & 梁静茹 - 还是好朋友 MV (完整版)

2011-03-15T22:19:00.001+08:00

相爱这一场

可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友

但愿好朋友会来得比爱人长久

不能牵的手按在心头

在最寂寞的关头永远陪在左右

聽說愛情回來過—林憶蓮

2011-03-14T22:47:00.002+08:00

I look pale today but I wasn't sick...I'm just...keep thinking about kitchen until forget to do daily care on my face !

T________T

& Forget to draw eyebrows as well =.=

Oh well, today is the last kitchen class, will only enter the kitchen again after 3 month

So...everyone work very hard today haha !

mark will be given on the last two kitchen class

that's the reason suddenly all've become good girl and good girl

All the hair is inside the chef hat, wear scarf, tidy tidy haha...hou sek zou ren*

Sum up, I'm quite happy today xD

because Chef Khairul praised me haha blush*

I'm dye-ing my hair now

My first time

( OMG I'M DAMN EXCITED )

Ok I'm taking back my word, I did say before we must precious our black hair because when the time we grow old, all the white hair comes out, we'll miss our black shinny hair

But. anyway, just wanna try out something new now haha !

Is a Start of something New :D

* Hope's come out the right colour I want... :X

Haha...I choose natural colour, Ash brown

so...ia not gonna become golden beauty

but I might try it next time! xD

Orange colour looks cute too! isn't?

Song of the Day

有一種想見不敢見的傷痛

有一種愛還埋藏在我心中

我只能把你放在我的心中

這一種想見不能見的傷痛

讓我對你的思念越來越濃

我卻只能把你把你放在我心中

丁噹一半 HIGH QUALITY MV (完整版) [With Lyrics]

2011-03-13T01:57:00.001+08:00

沒有想法有想法又能怎樣
只能寫部落格整晚
幾個留言安慰不了心裡的遺憾
沒有負擔原來也是種負擔
自由多得讓人心慌
你羨慕我那要不要跟我交換

Alice Final.m4v

2011-03-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

2011-02-23T17:42:00.007+08:00

I feel so disappointed to myself.

Oh well... I should just forget about it and move forward

It wasn't like result will determine where I will go in the future

I'll learn from my mistake and I'll not only try but WILL DO MY BEST to be a better me! (:

Dream. Wish. Make it happen.

2011-02-21T18:51:00.005+08:00

Today's service class is international Buffet
Guess what.. 0 guest again !
I have no idea why such a nice restaurant like Tangerine doesn't appreciate by the masses :(

Anyway...
Har, I should talk about the kitchen crew
In my ''professional point of view'', they really should have consider to open a course for Diploma in da bao, Why? because they already master their skill :D

Seriously, if the reason you're here is not for learning
I advise you don't waste your time here, with these 41k, you can do others useful things with it
I'm just being honestly here, like it a not is your problem.
When you're in a service line, customer always come first, I assume you should know that. Cheers. :)

2011-02-16T01:38:00.001+08:00

Hm..almost midterm, and I felt like I learn nothing much this semester.
Sigh?

2011-02-14T01:52:00.006+08:00

We celebrate Valentine Day at Sunway
Words really can't describe how I feel nor what's on my mind
Simply feel happy by just sitting beside him :)

Ding Ding Dong~
I'm a little girl, who still believe in a fairy tales, I dream, I wish
and I'm hoping one day, my prince charming will come to me with roses and ring..❤

I'm afraid to fly up high, once fall, it hurts a lot.
So do you right?

2011-02-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

Best friend is someone who always comes back to you, even you don't think you're friends anymore. -Judy Wilhelmina

2011-02-12T01:32:00.000+08:00

情人节快到了哦！好期待好期待

第一次，对情人节有所期望 ❤

2011-02-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

wee~ today Jason got the highest mark for kitchen practical
I feel so happy for him too ^.^

2011-02-10T01:23:00.001+08:00

这几天都不够睡，弄得自己好累，但是我好快乐
我慢慢的找回自己
空闲时找朋友逛逛街聊聊天
我的世界不再为了你而团团转了。

2011-02-02T06:51:00.004+08:00

曾经我也以为我离开了他我就不能活了

后来我问了自己一百遍：

离开了他

我还能不能活?

结果有一百二十遍回答是：

我会活的很好。

2011-02-01T06:54:00.002+08:00

Spongebob: "Promise me a thing"
Patrick: "What's that?" Spongebob: "Take care your self..."

2011-01-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

Hohoho Holiday d~ do mask mask~polish nail~
very long never ai mei jor :P

2011-01-28T00:42:00.003+08:00

I just got home, feeling happy xD
I'm Jason's commis today, I do enjoy be commis time
but too bad this fellow was out of situation today, then his mood is getting no good :(
Aw...ben dan next time do preparation early
You can do it ! :D

I hate to have bm class in the morning >.<
Can I skip? :(

2011-01-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

我觉得现在这样，也蛮好的。
很快乐 :)

2011-01-24T19:27:00.004+08:00

How I wish today was yesterday, so that I could see you now :D

2011-01-23T04:37:00.000+08:00

Woah nice wedding dinner
I had fun, very happy
but I'm headache now, later still have to go into kitchen
crazy me :S

2011-01-21T00:20:00.005+08:00

Yeah yeah ~ Yesterday Jason bring me go watch 笑着回家 and I really 笑着回家 xD
Very nice movie indeed, worth watching :D
had fun playing around with him
super nice guy haha !
I like him :p

2011-01-19T00:27:00.001+08:00

Laying on bed since last Friday :(

2011-01-17T02:25:00.002+08:00

ok la..I decided to go The Gardens Hotel & Residences
not very far..no problem on transportation
I still coughing like no tomorrow..sigh..don't want to think anymore
good night

2011-01-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

I can't believe two days ago I'm so happy and health
then suddenly get sick on the next day
After sleeping for very longer hours and drink a lot of water
I feel better now, but still can not talk

The worst part is the whole day I only ate one pear and one biscuit
and my granny cook very salty vegetable and tofu for dinner
That I barely eat few spoon of rice with vegetable
She every time also like this one, when I sore throat or sick, she like to cook curry ar those spicy and salty food.

Sigh, faster recover eh, Monday have service class neh :(
I want to talk !!!

2011-01-14T01:04:00.004+08:00

I just got home, and I still feel very energetic now haha !
I like to be Thursday comis
So much fun ! :D

And, Chantilly cream mask is provided
Right? Jason? haha !
He bully me o, how? :(
Anyone saw him at campus please help me bully back he ok?

I in a good mood this two day, very happy
Keep on laughing and smiling and playing~
My cheek hen suan lohhh
Anyone want to help me massage? Only cheek xD
My cheek is tired tau !

I start to like pastry now, quite fun actually :D
And Chef Federic is so cute, he come to me with a very serious face but actually he just want to give me pop pop candy haha !
My second time making Choux pastry this week, but I still feel very excited ! and also a little bit scare
Afraid that if I did wrong anything :x
But so far so good, my bun bun very yummy ! hehehe
My chef is very tired today, pity
Something wrong with the oven and the stove sot plug :/
I feel bad for her too :(

Ok la, I really need to go take shower, is 1am now, tomorrow 8am class, just want to write down I'm very very very happy today xD

2011-01-12T00:49:00.005+08:00

Yeahhh finally the result is out !!!
Omg I feel so happy for my Business Mathematics result ! 18.00/20.00
same goes to Food Science and Sanitation !
And and and very lucky I pass Malaysian Studies ! I seriously didn't study for this subject
I guess is the assignment save my life haha !
Then my restaurant operation only got 16.00, Intensive English 15.97, and Cuisine operation 15.20
Since term 1, I didn't score well in cuisine operation, sigh :(
Principe of Accounting really terrible...11.34
After all the hard work, end up I don't know how to do in the final :'(
How sad right?
I still remember that day I feel so disappointed to myself
Anyway, I still feel very happy now, I'm so stress that time, many trouble happened on that month, almost all the night I tears when I was doing revision
Even though the result not so good for term 2 but nevermind
I'll aim for higher this semester ! :D

2011-01-11T06:51:00.002+08:00

So, they keep telling me, is the time to letting you go
even though my heart yelling said I doesn't want to...

2011-01-10T06:24:00.002+08:00

The only truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

2011-01-07T23:35:00.001+08:00

Was helping wan to do menu for next week's service class then only I realize
Eh, Where is my pendrive ar?
I lost a pendrive again !
hate hate hate*

2011-01-07T00:08:00.003+08:00

Oh nooo today I over sleep, missed two classes :(
but never mind la, already past.

Today is the first day me, sandar, wawa, hadi and faizal become commis for the senior's kitchen class
Is fun, I like it, and all the senior is very nice too
and today, I cut my finger in the kitchen, first time :X
I didn't notice the cut until I start to slice onion
But never mind la
I feel happy when I'm in the kitchen :)

Now, I'm very lazy to bath :S
How?

2011-01-05T22:41:00.001+08:00

One senior joined our group today
He failed to achieve pass that's why have to repeat the whole semester again
OMG?

I hope this wont happen on me.

Work hard play hard
Study smart :D